| so... i got a place of my own and i'm moving out saturday...
this xanga stuff is weird i almost dont remember it.
some pics of the place on my myspace if any of you have it...
so uh... yea, if anyone wants to hang out at the new place... IM me or e-mail me or something.
The AIM name is TryingDrive (as always) and the e-mail is TCwindom@gmail.com.
Feel like I never talk to a lot of people I considered close "friends" |
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| i started a my space. if you use it, get in contact with me and i'll get it to you. |
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| no more xanga...
i went through and made all the posts private, except for poetry and other things I deemed important. Read through the poems if you feel the urge.
.Adios.
-James Derrick Carpenter- |
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| in I breathe...
Breath in the pain, fears, cries and tears of yesterdays, past
inside me, it alls lies dormant amongst my hopes
slowly ripping apart at every single one they find
until there are none left
then, swiftly, out I breathe...
and with the expulsion of air it seems as if it has all vanished
not a pain to be felt
not a fear to hold one awake
not a cry but a sweet hello
not a tear but the ones i feel welling up deep inside me
oh how easy it is to turn ones self...
into one of those who struts upon the stage
at least for the sake of peace
i'm not quite sure what spurred that. although i'm no decent judge of my own literature right after writting it... I think it stinks. It just kind of flowed out...
I'll have to read it again later to decipher what I mean.
*sigh*
I wish I could understand why sometimes its so easy to fall asleep, and other times it isn't.
-me |
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| bordom... so here's a quiz thingy.
The Keys to Your Heart |
| You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
| In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
| You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
| You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
| Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
| Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
| You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
| In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
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